December 21, 2013

flash back.

时间真得过得好快好快,好像2013年特别快吧?不知道为什么,真的有这种感觉 好像2013年真的一转眼就到了年尾了。2013 年,或许是充满快乐幸福的一年 总觉得这一年过得很开心。下个星期就是圣诞节了,好快好快。


这一篇,会是今年最后一篇文所以我们就一起回顾2013年吧。
嗯,2013 年。 

第一次和朋友去露营 第一次在公共厕所洗澡 第一次在太阳都还没升起就拿着手电筒去厕所冲冷水澡 第一次和朋友一起爬山 第一次跟自己初次见面的人用竹竿做柜子 第一次拿枯叶树干起火。 好多好多的第一次,发生了在2013年。还记得那时候我们先去选自己要睡的帐篷,结果不知怎么了去选了个干净却有很多昆虫 而且还很闷热的帐篷。在里面喷了一大堆赶蚊剂 ,然后又傻傻的把帐篷关了。结果我们做了这个动作好多天才发现开着他蚊虫才会出来 ((汗。还有啊,我们打死也不肯在那些有点肮脏的厕所洗澡。在整个露营去走来走去终于找到了一个干净的厕所,然后还说不要告诉别人 因为只有三间厕所等下不够用还会变成了肮脏的厕所。煮东西吃的时候,我们只想着要吃 不想要帮忙 好像只帮忙装了一桶水 还有把蔬菜洗干净 就这样,没有了。别人在准备时物的时候我们还要去洗澡,简直就是 不顾一切 只想要吃。晚上三个人睡在十个人的帐篷了,好像很大不过我们要是觉得很窄。聊天聊通宵啊,真的好怀念那时候的感觉。好舒服,好快乐。虽然说在帐篷里真的很闷热然后一直出汗,还有,很多蚂蚁真的很多,然后我一转身就会看到一堆杂草对着我的脸 但是 是个新的体验啦。而且 我们带了一大堆食物去吃,一天到晚都在吃 还担心食物太香山猪会从山上跑下来攻击我们。其实还有很多细节,只是很懒的一个一个打出来。

今年十五岁的生日,过得真的很开心。虽然说礼物都是迟来的,不过也算我没有白白等待吧。这一份礼物,很温馨,很有意思,很有心思也是我最喜欢的一份礼物。谢谢你们花心思去做这一份礼物。里面有很多个纸折的心行还有exo的六角星。当然,你们去打印的那些照片都很喜欢,但是有些我的样子很丑 不过没关系啦,回忆嘛。最最最喜欢的就是你们一笔一画慢慢写完成了这份礼物。我一定会永远都收藏着这份礼物。还有,再真心说一次,谢谢你们。还有我妈妈送了exo的专辑,好吧,以后的生日我一定会要专辑的 嘻嘻嘻。谢谢妈咪。

噢对了,今年另一件最幸福的事就是去了mtv worldstage live in malaysia。第二次看到exo了,真的是超级超级幸福的一天。从早上等,等到晚上终于看见了他们,没有白费吧!而且还是蛮进的距离啊。大概就是舞台然后中间隔开了,我就站的第三排。从早等到晚怎么说都有有点累啊,然后那些人又一直推结果就扭到了脚 我就直接靠在我后面那个人,反正那么拥挤,她又不会知道 ((吐舌。exo表演了帅气狼与美女,还有意想不到的history,暖暖的3.6.5还有咆哮!真的真的是我最最最幸福的时刻,虽然看是很近却很遥远不过看到他们心满意足啦!不过,还是要谢谢我的朋友送了我入场卷要不我根本没这个机会。谢谢你送了我一张让我看到他们的票当礼物。

当然,2013年对我们98‘年的宝宝 ((呕,还宝宝 -,- 是非常重要的一年啦!我想我有动力读书也全是因为在预考的时候拿到了7B 1A 什么烂成绩啊,因为这事 也哭了大概三天吧。也或许要谢谢自己考到这种成绩才有决心要努力读书。还记得考试的期间每天都三四点起来读书,我是怎么挨过来的。至少,我付出的努力没有白费。现在想想如果自己肯在年头就开始好好的读书就不会那么辛苦了吧 每一次都后悔但是我永远都还是继续从蹈覆辙。如果自己肯再努力一些或许就可以拿到全A了吧?还是算了,知足吧!7A1B 的成绩自己是还满意只是觉得其实华语如果我的作文写好一些应该可以拿到A吧?也或许自己的文笔还没有到A的水准,把考卷交上去后我其实自己内心也觉得没些得很好然后有还点后悔。然后啊,身边的朋友拿到成绩之后都买了新电话 现在自己都不好意思拿电话出来了。如果我要换电话,大概是两年后的事吧 ?没关系,可以上网 打电话 传简讯就好了。不过妈咪答应我带我去韩国,说实话 我宁愿去韩国。我要疯狂购物 然后再去smtown pop-up store, everysing, boy who cried wolf store, 快乐病毒朴灿烈妈妈的意大利餐厅还有很多很多!这一次一定要哈好珍惜在韩国的日子。

韩语班!星期日的时候已经上完了第一个阶段,明年就开始 level 1B 了。从来没有后悔去学啊,想说以后的每个星期日一定是自己最喜欢 最快乐的一天!



forget about everything you dislike , and bring those you like to two zero one four . 
 ❤

December 16, 2013

notes.

{ 转载 }   寫給那些追星的女孩。


當你見證了你喜歡的明星從跌倒到爬起,
你見證了他平凡的一面和光耀的一面,
當你看著他從幼稚變得成熟,
從退縮到勇敢,
你再也放不下對他的喜歡了。

所以請不要說我們是只會追星的腦殘,
沒有經歷的人,又怎會明白。
愛追星的女生,
背後總有一段抹不去的傷,
來自於家庭,來至於朋友以及社會,或者感情。

因為她們在現實生活中找不到一個精神的寄託,
找不到屬於自己的一片天地。

如果在你的身邊有這樣一個追星的女生,
請不要傷害她,不要在她面前說她偶像的不好,
如果你是她最好的朋友,就請尊重她心中的偶像,
因為朋友和偶像都是她重要的人,她不想因為偶像而和她最好的朋友吵架。

或許他的外表很天真,很堅強,
可是,她的內心卻很脆弱,因為,這樣的女生不願將自己最真實的感情所表露出來,
不願意在自己明明很孤單,很寂寞、傷心的時候與別人分享他的悲傷。
所以,她們總是將笑容掛在臉上,
總是將自己偶像的事情和身邊的人一起分享,想讓他們的朋友和她們一起分享心中的快樂。
可是,身邊的朋友,往往一次又一次地讓她們受傷,
因為她們的朋友似乎對她們的偶像並不感興趣,甚至有些反感。

但是,請你不要罵她的偶像,
因為你這樣做,會刺傷她們的心,
在她們的世界裡,是不允許任何人褻瀆他們的偶像的。

他們會為了偶像而和你們發生爭執。
試想,一個很愛很愛的人,被別人罵了,
那麼,你的感受又如何呢?
這樣做,只會讓她們變得更孤單,
因為你們是他的朋友,既然也不理解她,結果只有一個,就是她會漸漸地疏遠你們。
可以說,如果在你的身邊也有這樣一個朋友,
那麼,你就是幸運的。
因為,不管在別人眼裡怎麼看待她追星,
或是說他是花癡等等更難聽的話,
她都不會介意,她也不會因為這樣而放棄了自己的偶像,
因為,她們對偶像的愛,是那麼的堅定不移。
她會為了偶像,而努力地做好身邊每一件事,
因為她們是專一的性情的。

她們是執著的。

如果你認為她們追星沒必要,那你就錯了。
你們認為她們買專輯或是寫真,是浪費錢。
但我寧願少買零食,少買衣服,也要買他的專輯。
因為那是唯一一個可以讓你懷戀的珍品。

你會在20年後、30年後,
看著這些你收藏的想著,原來我曾經這麼愛他。
那樣,是多麼美好,值得讓人遐想。
我們不會為他做很瘋狂地舉動,如果你認為買專輯也瘋狂,
只能證明你不夠了解這份'愛'的意義。
你無法體會其中的快樂。
如果你討厭追星的女孩,你大可不必和她們交往,
這樣你只會傷害她,傷害她的偶像。

不要一直說,你的偶像又不認識你這一類型的話。
這樣你只會傷害她。她知道她的偶像不認識她,
她知道她只是小小的一個,可是愛了,能怎麼辦,
只能說我們太執著。
你們又能理解多少?
罵我們是瘋子,呵,習慣啦。
我們不是瘋子,我們只是比瘋子還要愛,還要瘋子。
我們不在乎別人怎樣評價我們,我們只知道我們是偶像的後盾,偶像的一輩子。
朋友有難,她們會第一個伸手援助,
就算世界上的人都背叛了你,她們也不會。
因為,他們是一個真性情的女生,對偶像如此,對朋友也如此。

從現在起,請尊重,珍惜,愛戴你身邊愛追星的女生吧!
不要用你那看似無心的語言和動作,去刺傷她們的心。

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#分享自己的感想。
追星或许在别人眼中是一件很傻,很不值得尊敬的事。
也或许,你们都会认为只是三分钟热不会持久的。

因为他们,我找到了让我再辛苦也要坚持下去的理由。
想放弃的时候,想想他们 我就有力量坚持下去。
再绝望也有继续努力下去的理由。
再伤心难过也有要继续笑得原因。

无论太阳上山还是下山 他们都努力的在练习室里 不断的练习,为的只是站在舞台的那一天。
自己读书的压力,不算什么。
他们再疼痛也要硬着头皮 上台呈现自己最棒的一面。
他们就算受伤了,也要带着笑脸 因为,他们不要粉丝们担心。
看着他们忍着痛,受伤了,也那么努力的为自己的梦想而坚持,自己那一点苦 又算什么?
因为他们的努力,我们也有了要努力的动力。这些,你们又怎能明白?



嗯,就和自己喜欢的明星,一起加油吧 ♡
EXO 相爱吧!





December 10, 2013

tears.



眼泪 是透明的 像露珠般的大小。味道像海洋,咸咸的。



一个呱呱坠地的宝宝都会以自己的哭声迎接这新的世界。肚子饿了 就大哭好让妈妈喂他奶。看到一个合自己心意的玩具 就大吵大哭要爸爸买给他。跌倒疼了 放声大哭让爸妈来帮他擦药。当你还是个孩子的时候,哭泣或许可以满足你一切。

as time goes by, you will realize that "tears doesn't mean sadness"

眼泪可以是因为开心而掉的。眼泪可以是因为感动而流的。
眼泪可以是因为愤怒忍不住掉下来的。
眼泪可以是因未失望从眼角滴出来的。
眼泪可以因为你的压力就稀里哗啦的流个不停。
眼泪也会在你担心一个人的时候滴了出来。
再坚强的人也会有再也坚持不了,放声大哭的一天。


我呢 是个爱哭鬼。
再渺小的事情都可以让我哭得上气不接下气的 看着电视剧里的演员哭了,自己往往也会忍不住流下眼泪。看着他们不幸的遭遇也会鼻尖酸酸的。读着一本书 看着女主角和男主角被逼分手 也会替他们感到心疼。就算不是发生在自己身上的事,也可以留下眼泪。听见别人哭泣抽泣的声音 明明很想过去安慰他们,结果自己也跟着哭了。我埋怨自己 为什么那么爱哭。

i still remember i cried on the first day of 2012 , right after 00:00 when i'm about to go to bed after countdown . the reason i cried is because ( you shouldn't laugh at me , i'm really childish sometimes ) yes , it's because my sister doesn't allow me to sleep with my dog :----) i hope you're not laughing right now because i'm just telling you my story. i really want to sleep with my dog but then my sister doesn't let me to, then i was so mad so so so mad , i cried in my blanket. why am i so childish last time.

oh, and then i liked someone before, i guess i cried because of him more than ten times. oh gawd , why am i so stupid. he is the one i really liked with my heart , i guess . and yes, he admitted is kinda like me too, but we're not in a relationship because we both doesn't take the first step so our relationship is in between friend and couple. but nah, i don't like him any more my life is perfect enough with my twelve boys . i remember i cried secretly because he talks to others girl , this is dumb huh i don't even know why do i care so much . and there's once he took a photo with a girl because the girl asked to then i saw it on facebook & i got so mad and then i just cried again. i cried in the shower, in my bed for days. i even feel like crying whenever i saw him in school. oh well, it's a process of life.

and there was once i got really bad result for my kemahiran hidup, no idea what's that called in english. it's a subject about all those tools & accounting. i must admit i'm not so good in this subject because its boring subject to me. so, i break down when i received my paper because i got a bad result which is a "C". Yes, i cried on the spot & my friends were shock . they tried their best to cheer me but you know when someone tell you ' its okay, its over, don't cry ' you will cry even harder. there were also another time i cried due to my results, the most hated subject - history. i checked my result online through a website and yeah i got a "C" too. you got to believe me, i will get a mental break down if i saw my result and then it consists a "C" inside.

oh, and then there were many many times i cried because of exo. of course, most of them are tears of happiness. the first time i cried is when exom received their first award. i cannot resist watching them cry because, they cried so badly so then my tears decided to cry with them. if i watch back the video, i will still be crying too trust me. then the second time was when sasaengs went to baekhyun's brother wedding. sasaengs, please, get a life don't mess up with other's life . watching the one i loved the most getting hurt and all i can do is only praying for his safety really hurts me a lot. how much i hope fly there to protect him.

etc. 


哭泣 绝对不是一件丢脸的事 。
流泪让自己觉得舒服一些 何乐而不为呢?

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i added a song to my blog so you can listen to one of my favorite song when you're reading my blog. it's a classical orchestra of  the song - for original { Korean Ver. } or { Chinese Ver. }

December 04, 2013

movie.

nowplaying ;; { 여우 같은 내 친구 - F(x) }

what is a 'movie' ?
" a story or event recorded by a camera as a set of moving images and shown in a theater or on television; a motion picture. "

it is december , watch a christmas's movie 

i was inspired to write a post about movie is probably because i just watched the latest walt disney movie " frozen " yesterday. nobody will be too old for a walt disney movie , disney is for everyone at any age ! i recommend this movie for you if you're someone who love movies with lots of musical & singing . it's a really great movie full of songs and music. well , im too lazy to write a synopsis here so, here's the synopsis of it from the ineternet. 

"Walt Disney Animation Studios, the studio behind “Tangled” and “Wreck-It Ralph,” presents “Frozen,” a stunning big-screen comedy adventure. Fearless optimist Anna (voice of Kristen Bell / Liyana Jasmay) sets off on an epic journey—teaming up with rugged mountain man Kristoff (voice of Jonathan Groff) and his loyal reindeer Sven—to find her sister Elsa (voice of Idina Menzel / Marsha Milan), whose icy powers have trapped the kingdom of Arendelle in eternal winter. Encountering Everest-like conditions, mystical trolls and a hilarious snowman named Olaf (voice of Josh Gad / Ray Era FM), Anna and Kristoff battle the elements in a race to save the kingdom."

anna & elsa 
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I'm not a movie addict to be honest. I don't watch movie frequently like others. Watching a movie cost like RM10+ adding on pop corns and drinks it will be RM20+ . I prefer saving those money and buy others stuffs. I have some friends who actually watch movie almost every week, they're rich I guess. I don't think I actually watch more than ten movies every year, for this year, i think i only watched a new year's local movie, Percy Jackson in 3D, Thor 2 & Frozen. Total up, only four movies for this year. That's really less huh. But too bad, my family doesn't always watch movie too as they prefer downloading it and watch it at home. I would prefer watching in the cinema, but it's alright as I doesn't always crave for a movie unless I really want to watch it then I will annoy my mum all day long or drag my friend to watch with me.

The reason why i love to watch movie, I guess i found out the answer yesterday when I was in the cinema waiting the movie to start. I was chewing the pop corn and looking around the cinema, i think cinema is really a good place to forget about all the things we need to be worried of. The place where you can forget about reality and soak yourself in a world full of fantasy. I'm a type of person who love to dream, you can call me a half-dreamer maybe. I have a lot of 'what if' in my mind everyday, I ask myself lots of weird questions that I will never find an exact answer. I have no idea why, but life is always full of problems. Of course, not only my life also your life, his life & her life. I would really recommend you to watch a movie whenever you're stressed up over annoying problems because I believe watching movie can help you to release stress or even help you to open up your brain and you will find a way to solve the problems you're facing. 

meet cutie sven hehe

to me, movie is a fantasy. how about you ? :)